I was thinking about some of my wants (like, how much money I’d like to earn, what kind of house I would like to live in, what kind of relationship I would like to have with a man) and then I was thinking, is it o.k. for me to have wants since I am a wife? Doesn’t my being a wife preclude me from having wants? That because I am married, my wants simply didn’t come into the question?
I was going to email these questions to my brother and then I realized how absolutely, insanely co-dependent they sounded.
Instead of burdening my brother, I will just send these cosmic questions out into the void.
So good night, dear void.