I’m feeling really depressed tonight.
I can’t see myself ever getting out.
I can’t see myself getting the job I want. I can’t see myself earning the money I want to earn to be able to get out and get ahead financially.
I can’t see myself living anywhere but in this falling-down house.
I can’t see myself ever loving myself enough and taking good care of myself.
I can’t see someone special loving me.
In the New Choices Program that I finished last week, we made vision-boards the first day of class. My vision board addressed all those things I listed above, the ones I can’t see myself doing.
Even though I love my vision board and it really truly is what I want for myself, I can’t see myself there. I guess I feel like I don’t deserve those things.