I wish he would just leave.
I am so tired of this. I’m tired of him trying to be nice, when it is all so empty. I’m tired of him pretending he is something he is not.
I’m worried about my daughters. One hates him so much she wants him to die. The other one hates him, too, and she isn’t eating enough. And she was skinny to start with. I’m kind of scared. She says she’s not hungry. But I know she’s not eating enough. I can see her losing weight and she really, seriously had nothing to loose.
I wish I had my better paying job already and my next place to live all picked out so I could go forward.
Mostly I wish he would just leave. But he never will.