This morning I went for a drive and then took a long walk along a beautiful path.  I cried a lot and prayed a lot and cried a lot.  By the time I was driving home, I was starting to feel a little more calm and hopeful.

But, then, as I was nearing home, and turning down the driveway, and parking my van, I could feel the hope slipping away from me and I was being drawn down into darkness and hopelessness again.

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3 Responses to Despair

  1. I’m so sorry to hear this…
    Last time I read you were doing a bit better, I thought… *hugs*
    I hope the tide will turn…

  2. sagemerald06 says:

    I.don’t know you but it just feels as though you and I are living the same life.

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