Ever since I decided that I was going to leave, I have had no energy.
I know often I have written on my blog about being tired, but this is different. I feel like I am trying to run in sand. I have no energy. I want to lie down and go to sleep.
Maybe it is just a physical reaction to my decision. Maybe all of the stress finally just wore me out. Maybe a lot of my previous energy was “fight or flight” energy and since I decided what to do, I’m not edgy in the same way.
I don’t know if this is making sense.
I do hope, though, that this fatigue it is just a reaction to my decision and not anything else more serious.