Monthly Archives: April 2013

random thought…

Maybe I should I stop believing that nobody would want me and love me and adore me.  And make love with me. Advertisements

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a loss….

A man here at work is in the National Guard.  We talk sometimes and so he is sort of a friend.  He also works out at the same gym that I do and sometimes he is leaving the gym about … Continue reading

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Sometime I hate him so much

That’s it.  That’s all I wanted to say. Same ol’ same ol’

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more on forgiveness

I’ve wanted to write a follow-up post on forgiveness ever since I first wrote about it a month ago.  (see post) The first thing that I want to share is that I came to a place of forgiving myself and … Continue reading

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like father, like son

His mom has bone cancer that is in remission. Recently, she started having intense pain in her back again, so she finally went back to the hospital. The cancer hadn’t returned, but another vertebrae had fractured.  (Her vertebrae are very … Continue reading

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peaceful evening

Last night, when I got home, he took my van and went to visit his mom in the hospital. (His mother has bone cancer that is in remission.  In the past couple of days, she started having tremendous pain, so … Continue reading

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“She Walks In Beauty” ~ or not

“She Walks in Beauty” was written by Lord Byron in 1814.  Recently, my older daughter, an English major, wrote an answer to “She Walks In Beauty.”  It is going to be published in her college campus’s literary magazine. Both poems follow. … Continue reading

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I didn’t think you cared

One morning last week, he was rummaging around in my bucket of gardening tools and I asked him what he was doing.  He finally held up my long handled pruners. I asked him again, what are you doing.  He said, … Continue reading

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Really?

Yesterday, we were getting ready to go somewhere. I had shaved my legs and was sitting on the floor, putting lotion on them. He came in and said, You need a little help with that? So I said, Sure. He … Continue reading

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blogging

I have a love/hate relationship with blogging. I love blogging.  I love the opportunity to vent, to share thoughts, to express myself.  I love the release that it gives me.  And I love hearing from those who read my blog. … Continue reading

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