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why I’m stuck

I think maybe I figured out why I’m stuck. I think it is because I believe I don’t deserve any better. I’m not worthy to be loved and cared for. Advertisements

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losing my job and another therapist

I will be losing my job. My company was bought by another company and my “position is being eliminated.” I have about another month before my last day so at least I have a little time to look for something … Continue reading

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worthless…

I feel worthless. My counselor says I’m not worthless.  He says that I have intrinsic value just because I am.  I don’t have to do anything.  I don’t have to be anything. But tonight I feel worthless.  I feel like … Continue reading

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abusive relationship

I was going to ask my brother this, even though I have asked him before.   But instead of burdening him, yet again, I am going to ask it here. Am I in an abusive relationship???? I read a post titled … Continue reading

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fog

Surrounded by fog. Surreal. Filled with pain. Feeling hopeless. Unloved.  Unlovable. Tears welling up.  Again.  Always. Will the sun ever shine?

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paralyzing fear

I am speaking tomorrow night at a fund-raising event for Go Red For Women.  It will be held in the three-story penthouse on top of a down-town office building, the home of a very rich lady.  I will be one … Continue reading

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