a dawning?

I don’t know how to explain it, but somehow I have this feeling that some things are starting to click in my brain about myself and about codependence.  These are things that I’ve read, that I’ve discussed with my brother, that I’ve thought about, and even some that I’ve written about.  I don’t know how to express them yet, but somehow something is happening.  You know, like when it is time for dawn, but you aren’t sure yet if you can see that first light or if it is just your eyes wanting to see that light.