Tag Archives: peace

just rambling…

I’m feeling lonely tonight.  Not a needy lonely.  Just an empty lonely.  Like there should be someone in my life for me to love and to be loved back. I don’t know how to explain it. “Conversation” with him is … Continue reading

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peaceful evening

Last night, when I got home, he took my van and went to visit his mom in the hospital. (His mother has bone cancer that is in remission.  In the past couple of days, she started having tremendous pain, so … Continue reading

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content or complacent?

Last evening, as I was driving home, I thought about the wrinkles that are beginning and the strands of grey hair that are showing up one by one and I thought that maybe I should give up on ever being … Continue reading

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empty, thoughts

I feel empty. As I mentioned a couple of posts ago, I am reading The Flying Boy by John Lee.  In this book, he tells about his love for Laurel.  But Laurel left him because he was hurting her.  John … Continue reading

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don’t even know

At the end of work, I was – yet again -dreading coming home. I was wondering what it would be like to come home to a peaceful, loving evening, instead of a stress-filled one, wondering what it would be like … Continue reading

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the lake

I went to the lake early this morning. Rather than lying in bed, dreading another horrible situation about sex, I went to the lake. Rather than lying in bed, resenting that I had to get the house ready for guests … Continue reading

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