I hate having to ask him for money. I hate it.
Maybe I will ask him if he will always leave a stash of cash in a place where I can get it when I need to so I don’t have to watch him pull out his wallet and count out the money and hand it to me. I wonder if he would do that. Or maybe he likes the control too much.
Maybe it won’t be long before I can leave.
Oh, and I really want sex. Really, really, really want it.