so cold

It is so cold.

I didn’t want to come home tonight.

I often don’t want to come home, but somehow, tonight,  I felt even more desolate than usual about coming home.

I feel as cold inside as it is cold outside.  I feel empty, lost somehow.

I’m so tired.

I want to lie in bed and be held and caressed.

And to feel loved.  Just to feel loved and cared for.

And not alone in the cold dark.

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One Response to so cold

  1. I’ve been feeling the same way the last few days. Nights are the worse for me. Cold or not but when it is cold it seems lonelier.

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